Monday, August 25, 2008

Offically Homesick I Do Believe

Well it took a couple months and one super crappy job, but I am officially ready to be back in New Hampshire and back to work at my old job. I know it will get better and I have to be good and find the positives. I went back to work last week at what I thought was going to be a good experience. Well...it has become a place that I was thrown into a position with little to no training, no guidelines or reference points, and just kind of left to figure it all out. Now it might not be that bad, but I have spent the better part of today being told all the things I have managed to do wrong or screw up. I am perfectly fine with being told I made a mistake. However, if you want things done a certain way, then all I ask is for you to please teach me the way you do things first. Nope, they are too short staffed to do that. After a weekend with lots of thinking, and pondering, and weighing out my options, and of course a few tears I am back on the job hunt again. I wasn't sure what I was going to do when I went in today. I have decided that I am going to try to stick it out, and keep working there while job hunting. If nothing else it is a paycheck for a while. It was so disappointing though. And I was almost ready to give up on the whole medical office thing in general. There is a job out there for me, I just have to find it. And thanks to Brandon for being understanding. He is the best. He told me he doesn't care where I work, even at Dunkin' Donuts!!! That won't happen. Too much temptation there!!!! I just think he doesn't want me to come home from work and be upset anymore!!! So that's the work update. Other than that things are going well. The weather was beautiful all weekend and today too. Looking forward to a long weekend and hopefully some fun things to do. Thanks for checking in with us!

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Sorry to hear things aren't going well. Call me if you need to vent!

NINNY said...

Hang in there Nicole. Things will get better. Waiting can be very difficult I know first hand, but enjoy the good things for now!!
Hello to Brandon as well.


Ninny